Bagong Bayani..

Here i am again sitting in my my chair facing my computer..Isa na namang idea ang pumasok sa isip at pagkatapos ng ilang buwan kong pananahimik ay natagpuan ko ang sarili kong nagsusulat ng mga bagay na ngyayari sa buhay ko.. I am a happy person..I find myself always happy in everything, everywhere, anytime and to everyone. No one knows na i'm a deeper person inside and so blogging is what i'm doing to write what is here inside of me kasi maninibago sila sa akin at baka sabihin nila "Carlo ikaw ba yan?"..kaya i prefer to write and let other person read what is inside of me...

And now,,that i am now a PRIDE of my country..isa na akong BAYANI sa puso, sa kilos at gawa..mas naging malalim ang pagtingin ko sa sarili ko...Hindi ko masasabing mahirap maging OFW...dalawang lingo pa lng ako dito sa Riyadh..Hindi ko pa nararanasan ang lahat ng mga pwedeng mangyari sa isang OFW...Kapag OFW ka..dalawa ang iisipin mo..Kung nasan k ngayon at Kung ano ang nangyayari sa mga naiwanan mo..Ang paggigigng OFW ay hindi kasing dali ng pagbyahe mo ng MANILA to MINDANAO...Kung may nangyari sa pamilya mo sa Pilipinas, Kung may mahalagang okasyon na sana ay nandoon at kung may mga pagkakataon na minsan lng mangyari sa buhay mo o sa buhay ng ibang tao na dapat sana ay naging bahagi ka ay masakit isiping mangyayari ang lahat ng yon na wala ka,,

Napapaligiran ka ng mga taong ibang iba ang uri ng pamumuhay at iba ang pagpapalakad sa buhay nila..sabihin nating nakapagadjust ka na at nakapagadopt ka na pero iba nag pinoy...maiintindihan ka nila sa lahat ng bagay,,,Ang pagpapaliwanag pa lng sa mga superior natin sa mga bagay natin na gusto nating mangyari ay napakahirap nang gawin kasi ginagawa nila ang ibang bagay ng ayun sa gusto nila..They have their own way to execute every situation...pero ikaw ang gumagawa...Di ba napakahirap na ito yung gusto mong mangyari kasi dito ka nadadalian pero ito naman ang gusto nia,,,

Nung nasa Pinas ako kahit pagalit akong utusan ng boss ko ayos lng pero dito napakasimple lang ginawa mong mali eh kakaiba na sa kanila...Di lang naman Pinoy ang nadidiscriminate dito pero masakit isiping tinatapakan na ang pagkatao mo kumita ka lng ng pera para may ipapadala ka sa PINAS at di mo masabi sa mga kamaganak mo na ganito ka tratuhin ng mga tao dito.

Dalawang taon pa ang lilipas at marami pang pwedeng mangyari...Sa kalagayan ko dito..masasabing kong okey pa ako di ko alam sa mga susunod pang mga araw..

May mga tanong lang sa sarili ko...paano ang pasko dito?

Kamusta kaya yung bunso kong kapatid?

Anu kaya ang nilutong ulam ni nanay?

Nanganak na kaya yung aso namin?

Sa loob pa rin siguro ng bahay namin umiihi yung pusa namin....

Umiiyak ako magisa dito,,,namiss ko lahat ng bagay na nakagawian ko ng gawin...Pagbalik ko 27 na ako...may magbabago kaya?Sa barangay namin?siguro marunong na mag-inum ang bunso namin..sana malakas pa ang nanay at tatay ko..makakaipon kaya ako dito?Gusto ko mamasyal kaming lahat habang malakas sila inay at itay..Ayokong gamitin ang pera ko sa pagpapagamot sa kanila..kailangang maiparamdam ko sa kanila na naging sucessful ako at makapunta kami sa lugar kung saan ko gusto na magkakasama kami at masaya kami..SAGOT KO LAHAT.....

Pero blog lang eto eh...Di ko alam anung mangyayari along the way...

Pero sana lang maging makabuluhan ang pagpunta ko dito..

back on track

Many thought i will become famous and successful when i grow up..Maybe that is half the truth...i finished my college  diploma, been a good son, i help my parents pay for my tuition fee, i bought i motorcycle, i build an internet cafe(now closed, sorry) been independent since high school and a strong confident student during my college days. Things changed by now. i think im lost..pursuing a career not related to my course. working in a big company with job description so different to my personality handling people older than me and always blown by my boss. I don't like to do it, being a good poor son's, i don't want to blame my parents of whats happening to me so alone in the dessert of people who overcome my characteristic and who are far greater than me. No way to showcase your talents because that's just one of their abilities. I am proud of myself but they are boastful of their abilities..Yes,, i am inferior in way that im always comparing myself to them..If only my parent give me enough trust to study in the city i will be confident and as proud as any other who is boastful of their authorities beyond others,I knew before being always curious on everything, i can be great and a pride of family if given the chance to explore my hidden abilities and to conquer my fears.
Things change now,,,for sure many will be envoius of my experiences during my troubled years in college. I have unforgettable happy experiences with my classmates and teachers i encountered.Those everyday swimming practice we have that made our skinned totally tanned is very chilling. Drinking session we had and the vommiting moments is another one.My classmates rudy, archie who are number one in drinking hard drinks that makes me an alcoholic and always longing for it is a help coz i gain weith specially my stomach.Toi be continued

ester mingo...my angel...

Once upon a time there was a child ready to be born.

So one day he asked God: They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?

Among the many angels out there, I chose a special one just for you. She will be waiting for you and will take care of you.

But tell me, here in heaven, I don't do anything else but sing and smile, that's enough for me to be happy.

Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you every day, and you will feel your angel's love and that will make you happy.

And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me, if I don't know the language that men talk?

Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak.

And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?

Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray.

I've heard that on earth there are bad men. Who will protect me? 

Your angel will defend you even if it means risking her life.

But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore.

Your angel will always talk to you about me and will teach you the way for you to come back to me, even though I will always be next to you. 

At the moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from earth could already be heard, and the child in a hurry asked softly: Oh God, if I am about to leave now, please tell me my angel's name.

Your angel's name is of no importance, you will call your angel: Mommy. 

i love you nanay ester

The Handwriting On The Wall

A weary mother returned from the store,
Lugging groceries through the kitchen door.
Awaiting her arrival was her 8 year old son,
Anxious to relate what his younger brother had done.

"While I was out playing and Dad was on a call,
T.J. took his crayons and wrote on the wall!
It's on the new paper you just hung in the den.
I told him you'd be mad at having to do it again."

She let out a moan and furrowed her brow,
"Where is your little brother right now?"
She emptied her arms and with a purposeful stride,
She marched to his closet where he had gone to hide.

She called his full name as she entered his room.
He trembled with fear - he knew that meant doom!
For the next ten minutes, she ranted and raved
About the expensive wallpaper, and how she had saved.

Lamenting all the work it would take to repair,
She condemned his actions and total lack of care.
The more she scolded, the madder she got,
Then stomped from his room, totally distraught!

She headed for the den to confirm her fears.
When she saw the wall, her eyes flooded with tears.
The message she read pierced her soul with a dart.
It said, "I love Mommy," surrounded by a heart.

Well, the wallpaper remained, just as she found it,
With an empty picture frame hung to surround it.
A reminder to her, and indeed to all,
Take time to read the handwriting on the wall.

 

Dying Poor

I was walking in this very fast phase of life in the middle of the people when i saw this couple a, a blind man and a woman in the corner of the streets with a can of sardines in their hand begging for some penny for those who walk in their way.I really like to give some of my last coins but me too, don't have anything to give or i will go walking home along the streets walking and passed by the buses and jeeps. The scene is very common to the country specially in the city. That is their only last way to survive,,begging for some coins in exchange of a can of sardines and a little rice, enough for a day pass of survival. Do God see's them? I wanted to help them, i wanted to touch the canned and help them fill the cup so i can give it to them and let it full in a faster way.. They are considered as the problem of the government but as years go bye, their population continue to grow and they are everywhere..Most people are afraid of them because they are dirty and to think that some of them are involve in criminal thief and had been used by drug syndicate and act as a drug runner, .But most of them are poor in a way that you see them sleeping under the bridge in  a corner of the street without mats or anything to have a comfortable sleep and don't forget the noise from the vehicles.Most of them comes from the province and they don't have money to go home so they decided to continue their life in this way.One thing i had learned for them is their perseverance to continue their life and can be able to smile even in this very odd moments in their life. They eat and live but you will never see them crying, maybe perhaps they were already immune with the feelings and continue their life the way it is. I had this dream of helping them 5 years from now. I have this visions that in the future i seeing myself involve in any way reaching my hands to them.Its a frustration for me seeing them dying poor doing nothing when i know i can someday..Give me time...and pray for me...

Last Help..

When you are so depressed, there's no one to turn to but your friends.Its not easy for most of us to tell our problems to our parents, we similarly told it to our friends for we share the same age bracket and the convenience of telling it to them is not hard compared when telling it to our parents.They will scold or give us some grounds on the matter.Seeking for the last help always matters to me. I always turn my side and look to the most important friends of mine or for someone who i know can help me the best and the last one to save me in my most downfall times, but what if they refuse me?I ask and seek it for them to help for i know they are the best person for it. But they neglected me.Though it hurts, we have to moved on but it hurts to think that it happened very fast that they neglect to help you. In my case i always give my help and i always offer myself specially when i know i can, i am not after my image besides im not that rich and im not that respectful after all, but for my friends, i will do my best to help in any kind or anything i can do. Maybe on the other side. the same thing is also happening to them, after all everything is like a life cycle. It has its own rules, process and flows. For sure, when they refuse you, other might help you without knowing it and it hard for you to notice what they made for you for you are still attached to what that refusal friend of yours did to you. I'm telling you they're going to experience the same thing sooner and they will remember you. Try to appreciate persons who are helping you without asking for it. They are the best one to keep. Its hard to forgive when it hurts you a lot, and forget is as harder as forgiving. When it always happen to you, when it seems no one helps you, try to look to the sky. You will feel someone is embracing in you. Focus and the answers will be given to you. Believe,Have faith. You never loss anything at all, Strength comes from above is limitless. Believing gives you almost everything to continue and to pursue what yo wanna do.Just remember when there's no one else to turn to, we have a great God who is just waiting for us.Just one look, say a single prayer, you don't need to shout it loud,,He knows what to do before your lips start to say a word.You have a great and loving God to cry on. Just look and wait.Everything will happen according to His plans.

Oriental Mindoro

 I'm not an overseas Filipino worker but i been away for almost two years in my homeland..of course the province of oriental Mindoro..where i spend most of my life,,my childhood,,my high-school life and my college days. What i miss most of the time is the way i lived compare now..the people,..the environment..and the carabao....I been working in laguna city..perhaps 300 kilometers away from my home..no one with me, alone..no friends, no relatives...living alone in this so fast phase of life...whenever i got sick im the one buying my own  medicine,,i cook for myself, i take my medicine and i force myself to be OK for only two days or there's no one left for me for it is companies policy for contractual that if there's no work there's no pay..You will miss your family, your brothers you used to be with you all the time and your old classmates with whom you are always drinking session...Here you have to deal with people you dont know...respect the people you dont want to respect and you have to make friends with total strangers. Living here is so different compared in the province..You have to buy everything kahit sili ng labuyo..calamansi is one peso each,,,,in the province you can have them at the backyard of your neighbor.For legal purpose you can have them at your neighbors door..I dont like the way people lived here.You have to moved very fast, its not easy to give your trust. I used to lived in the province where everyone is trustworthy. You know a family that lives even a kilometer away, here, your don't know who your neighbor are.But Laguna gives me a lot of opportunity. I become stronger..i lived alone without my family, no one watching me. I feel strange...but i am better now..Laguna maybe the answer to all my needs.to become who really i am..the door to every steps i want to make in buildinig a better me.

blossoms

nangngamba ka ba
ngayung malayo ka
ako kaya ay magbago
hinahanap ko ba?
sa iba ang ligaya
...ngayung tyo'y magkalayo
manatilit wag matinag
sa pagibig mo ay bihag
ang puso kong ito
isipin mo na lng
ang ating samahan
at ang pag ibig ko sayo
isipin mo na lang
ngayung natagpuan
tunay na magmamahal sa akin
at ang nagiisang hadlang
ay ang pagsamantalanmg paghihintay
bat di ko gagawin?

travel advisory in the philippines

Some countries always released travel advisory every time unncessary things happened in the Philippines but as what i had observed those are just ordinary things and the same thing are also happening to other countries all around the world. They are just being exaggerated. The Philippines is one of the friendliest country in the worlds and we respect most foreigners and gladly welcome them upon entering the Philippine soil. The people is very warm and ask many Americans how we Filipinos welcome them every time they set their foot here. Our hospitability is truly remarkable. I loved to be a Filipino and im affected every time the world see us as a dangerous country. If we are, then we have data that people from all over the world come to us. They visit us again and again. Philippines is not dangerous, Filipinos are not dangerous. We are a friendly country and we value every people who come too see our country. Crimes happen everyday in the world and criminals are everywhere so whats happening in my country is a common problem of an specific country. We are not barbaric and we are harmless. Idont want to compare my country to the other nationalities but i just wanna assure every tourist that whenever they found a trustworthy Filipino,,they are in good hands....Welcome to the Philippines...Have fun...

maid in the philippines 2

 

Many foreigners swing and like filipina women for they are inexperience, shy in bed and aside from that filipina are very kind to foreigners a one attitude of filipnos towards others which other nationalities dont have. Filipinas are very caring and considered evry foreigner as their knigth in shining armor as if he is the one and finally bring her the peace of mind, financial stability and the fact that she wont engage in such kind of work anymore if the foreigner like her. What filipinas thinking evrytime she is doing it is her family. Her sick mother or her studying brother. Filipinas are very conservative although we are westernized. They only did it for the sake of the family thats what most filipina will say when you are going to interview one. As we are so family loving and always family centered,, we cannot engaged in such bussiness if not for the sake of our family. For us its not prostitution..its a living,,although not clean but who will accept us..Most of us finish high school and others are in college also but employment oopurtunity in the country is veryy rare and evry year a lot of graduates are produced that additional competition in one specific job you are aiming for..Although prostitution is not the answer but who will you judge? If you are going to say bad things for us,,then send my brothers and sisters to reputable school, buy my mother her medicine and pay for my sons hospital bill and i will stop from doing it...Dont judge us,,for you dint know whats the story behind.

maid in the philippines 3

I show my sympahty for every filipina maid in the whole world who left their family and sacrifice a lot for themselves just offer her family a good living and financial stability. It is very awful to see a happy family eating together without a mother for she is working abroad to save her children from hunger. The presence of a mother is very essentials in building a harmonious relationship in a home. I dont neglect the presence of of our father who is also with us but it is our mother who mold us to become what we are now, or had the biggest percentage of our upbringing. Imagine us celebrating christmas most of us complete  but our mother is not with us. Imagine a mothers heart who wants to see her children but she cannot for it is very strict in other conutry and she really cannot see nor touch us for we are so far away from her..A mothers heart is pure..Most children whom parents live in other country just wasted their money meaningless without thinking where it came from.We dont know whats happening to our parents outside,, her safety abroad and the loneliness she suffered. We, in the philippines, we still ahve our brothers and sisters while she has nothinig with her in her side specially in the times of troubles..Imagine the longingness of her heart to her children she left in the country but we cannot appreciated it. She is living with other family taking risk of her life and safety, taking care of people she doesnt know and living in country she dont like. Im encouraging my fellow OFW children to please do appreciate our parents,,,thats all what we can do...show them we love the,. show them we are not far from them..show them we care...

MANGYAN FORUM

Mangyan is the generic name for the eight indigenous groups found in Mindoro island, each with its own tribal name, language, and customs. The total population may be around 100,000, but no official statistics are available because of the difficulties of counting remote and reclusive tribal groups, many of which have no contact with the outside world.
The ethnic groups from north to south of the island are: Iraya, Alangan, Tadyawan, Tawbuid (called Batangan by lowlanders on the west of the island), Buhid, Hanunoo. An additional group on the south coast is labelled Ratagnon. They appear to be intermarried with lowlanders. The group known on the east of Mindoro as Bangon may be a subgroup of Tawbuid, as they speak the 'western' dialect of that language.
Mangyan are mainly subsistence agriculturalists, planting a variety of sweet potato, upland (dry cultivation) rice, and taro. They also trap small animals and wild pig. Many who live in close contact with lowland Filipinos sell cash crops such as bananas and ginger.
Their languages are mutually unintelligible, though they share some vocabulary. Tawbuid and Buhid are closely related, and are unusual among Philippine languages in having an /f/ phoneme. Tawbuid is divided into eastern and western dialects. Western Tawbuid may be the only Philippine language to have no glottal phonemes, having neither /h/ or /ʔ/.
Their traditional religious world view is animistic. Around 10% have embraced Christianity, both Roman Catholicism and Evangelical Protestantism. New Testaments have been published in six of the languages.

MAID IN THE PHILIPPINES

Why is Inday so sikat?

Here’s why:

Biodata ni Inday:
Name: Inocencia Binayubay
Nickname: Inday
Age: 18
Parents: Aling Seling at Mang Andoy
Siblings: Iying 13, Itoy 8, Iking 5
Education: College - La Salle 2nd year (scholar)
High School - Manila Science High School
(Valedictorian, Best in English)
Elementary - Sta. Monica Elem School (Valedictorian,
Best in Dancing)

Work Experience: 3 years Household Service Manager
(katulong)

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Amo: Anong probinsya mo inday?

Inday: Sa Siquijor po…But I can be conversant in
french and italian. my accent may bother you but I
take no offense if you make snide remarks on my
account. I understand your limited exposure to
culture. C’est vout plait…

Amo: aaah…(hanap dictionary)

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Donya: Alam mo inday, bakit di ka na lang mag-call
center? Pa-inggles-inggles ka naman?

Inday: I don’t think that I’d want to have easy
money for i know that choosing such employment is
already limiting myself from experiencing
enthusiastic ways of expressing what i feel by means
of what i do, thus imprisoning myself with an
incapable mind which will result to doubt and
uncontentment

Donya: Tanginang yan!!!

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Hi, you are calling in the midst of me cooking our
lunch, my superiors aren’t around. I’m the immediate
person in support. How may i help you? If you wish
to leave a message, an abrupt tone means your
diverted to our voicemail.
- ganito sumagot si inday ng phone…

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I pity you for you have degraded your very own pride
and dignity by resorting to this despicable behavior
just for the sake of having something to feed your
fetish appetite for wealth and i hope that one day
you’ll be rational enough to realize that you should
not use other humans as means in the attainment of
your ends. As what the great philosopher Kant
uttered, ‘treat a man as an end in himself’.
- sagot ni inday sa dugu-dugu gang na tumawag sa
bahay ng amo nya

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The dwindling resource of hydrogen2 and oxygen
present, coupled with the stabile amount of precise
heat in the thermal environ of the vessel, resulted
in the premature hydration of the ‘Oryza Sativa’,
hence the calefaction factor was rendered lost and
wandering when the algid formation came about.
- sagot ni inday kung bakit HILAW ang kanin

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Bloody hell! What the fuck did just land on my cutie
top? I mean, i’ve spent all dat just to make myself
look fabulous. I think i’ll have this eewy thing
removed in a whip of time!
- reaction ni inday nung natalsikan sya ng mantika
habang nagluluto ng tinapa

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Success if often the result of taking misstep in the
right direction. Show me a person who has never made
a mistake and i’ll show you somebody who has never
achieved much.
- sagot ni inday nung sumabog and microwave na
ginamit nya

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Sa resto:
Waiter: Ano po order nila, ma’am?

Amo: Ung friend chicken meal nal ang. ikaw inday,
ano sa yo?

Inday: I would like to partake of a dish of sauteed
pork and chicken, boiled in thick essence of soy and
cane extracts, with copious amounts of garlic, onion
and laurel, sprinkled generously with fine spices
and served with a generous helping of root crop and
a helping of rice.

Amo: Iho, adobo with rice daw.

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Amo: Day! Bakit may rashes si Junjun?
Inday: Allergens triggered the immune response.
Eosinophillic migratin occurs to the reaction site
and release of chemotactic and anaphylotoxin
including histamine and protaglandins. These
substance results to increased circulation to the
site promoting redness.
Amo: Sori..

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The brain is not a muscle. It can accumulate vast
information, the neurons can create millions of
synapses because of neural plasticity.
- paliwanag ni inday ng ayaw mag-aral ni junior

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(eto yung complete conversation on the Angel Locsin
comment)
Amo: Inday, diba nanood ka ng The Buzz kanina?
Inday: Opo, bakit mam?
Amo: Bakit daw umalis si Angel Locsin sa GMA7?
Inday: sometimes people choose to leave not because
of selfish reasons but because they just know that
things will get worse if they’ll stay. Leaving can
be a tough act, and it’s harder when people can’t
understand you for doing so.

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There are those people who don’t like me. People who
criticize how I run my life. People who just say
things that hurt me. People who do things to give me
pain. People who will never understand my principles
in life. People who will keep on trying to put me
down and tell bad things behind my back…But thru
it all, I struggle to prove them myself…That I did
not exist to please them.
- inday (nagsusumbong sa amo nung awayin ng
mayordoma)

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The highest courage is to dare to be yourself in the
face of adversity. Choosing right over wrong, ethics
over convenience, and truth over popularity.. .these
are the choices that measure your life. Travel the
path of integrity without looking back, for there is
never a wrong time to do the right thing.
- si inday kausap ang katulong na nag-resign

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Hey guess what! The not so stunning guy keeps on
staring at my french-tipped nails while the copy-cat
freaks, like, envy my newly coated hairdo.
Unfortunately after a great spa, i have to step on
this muddy stinky bricks just to get some bunch of
veggies!
- inday, nakikipag-chikahan sa palengke

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If you need a helping hand I’ll give you mine. If
you want someone to be with I’ll guide you thru and
if by chance you have been busy and forgotten me,
don’t worry, I’d be the same as how you’ve met me
yesterday.
-sabi ni inday sa hardinero (may lovelife si
inday!sosyalin na to!)

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My only love sprung from my only hate. Too early
seen unknown and known too late. Prodigious birth of
love it is to me that i must love a loathed enemy.
- sabi ni inday ng pagbawalan makipag-relasyon sa
mortal na kaaway ng kanilang pamilya, si dudong…

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Please do not ask me to choose between the both of
you. It’s not easy to thresh out feelings when there
are matters still to be discussed. The heart is slow
to learn.
- dudong, nakikiusap kay inday at ederlyn wag
mag-away

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This is just not the right time to give it a try for
there are things not worth losing by means of making
a move into a higher level. Besides, destiny will
always bring back what it has to be and we should
let it be…
- ang paliwanag ni inday kay dudung ng ayain ito na
magtanan…

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You haven’t learned to love until you have learned
to let go. Lies hurt more than the truth ever could.
Love doesn’t cause pain, people do. But no matter
how much you are hurt, loving yourself can heal
anything…no matter what happens, wounds do heal.
- si inday after makipag-break kay dudung na
hardinero

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Hey, are you doing anything tonight? can you join me
for a few drinks? don’t worry, my treat…sky is the
limit…just want somebody to talk to…he left me
na kasi for that bitch. we can meet up at capone’s
and then afterwards we can go to embassy…
- inday, sawi sa pag-ibig, iniwan na ni dudung…
(shettt!!! sa capone’s pa iinom, sosyal!)

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I understand that sexual urge is most of the time
uncontrollable since a lot of factors contribute for
it to be trigerred… this is also the reason some
men are found to be polygamous and engage themselves
in sexual acts even with someone who’s a total
stranger to them.
- sabi ni inday sa sarili nya pagkatapos syang
gapangin ni kuya

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What the fuck!&@+# I utilized enormous amount of
kinetic and conserved energies under the heat waves
generated by the sun with all my apocrine and
endocrine glands secreting everywhere. Ketogenesis
took place no thanks to that hypoglycemic episode i
experienced. My god! The commodity is so scarce and
elusive! Total entropy. Everything in vain.
- inday pagkatapos pumila sa araneta ng 8am para
bumili ng UAAP cheerdance tickets ngunit naubusan at
nagutom

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Don’t limit my capacity to the four corners of this
luxurious abode. expose me to the real challenges of
the outside world ‘coz i want to grow as an
individual with dynamic experiences!
- inday, nagrereklamo dahil ayaw sya isama ng amo
nya sa enchanted kingdom…

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I hate how coffee turns into an addiction and how it
keeps you up all night. How it burns and makes your
heart beat fast. Especially how it makes you crave
for its rich and sweet promises of grains, milk and
sugar. Moments later, it puts you into a melancholic
mood of coldness. Before you realize, it has
consumed you before you consume it. Empty. Bitter.
Then again you crave for another cup. Just like
love…
- inday, nag-eemote sa starbucks

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Todilip Todilip
Todilip Todilip
- susan (kapitbahay ni inday), kumakanta ng
irreplaceable (aba at nagpapasikat din si Susan lol)

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And the plot thickens!

Ederlyn: Ikaw ba ang inday na sinasabi nila? at cno
ka para itulad sa akin ang iyong kasikatan ngayong
ako’y nananahimik na? wala kang karapatan para
pantayan ako! Hayop ka!

Inday: My apologies, but the fact is, your glory
days are over my friend. I find it somewhat
ridiculous, your persistence on persuading people to
come to your party that never existed in the
beginning to get into my nerves! Damn you ederlyn!
Damn you! No one undermines inday’s intellect…
Bitch…
- nag-away na sina ederlyn at inday

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Don’t ride on my popularity! I am not your long lost
sister!
- sagot ni inday sa sinabi ni ederlyn na sya ang
nawawala nitong kapatid

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I am not riding with your popularity. People knew me
first before you. And know what? You can hide the
truth but you know for a fact that you are my
sister.
- sagot ni edralyn kay inday nung dinenay sya nito.
nagbabalik at englesera na si ederlyn

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Ang batayan ng pagiging mahusay na kasambahay ay
hindi masusukat sa kakayahan sa 1 mahusay na
pakikipagtalastasan gamit ang pananalitang banyaga.
sa halip, ito’y masusuri sa kakayahang gampanan ang
pangkalahatang gawain at pagsisilbi sa taong
pinaglilingkuran. wala sa salita kundi sa gawa!
- manang, ang bagong katunggali ni inday

– ——–

Amo: Inday! Pagkatapos mong maglaba, linisin mo
buong bahay. And kaskasin mo ung tiles ng pool.
Tapos magluto ka ng hapunan at mamaya darating na
ang sir mo. Then pumunta ka kina Mrs. Rosales at
ibigay mo ung nasa plastic. Bumili ka na din ng 1
galong mantika, ketchup, toyo, 10 sardinas, 20
corned beef at century tuna, 15 maling, at 1 sakong
bigas. Oh eto pera sakto yan. Maglakad ka na lang at
stike mga tricycle ngayon. OK?!
Inday: T*$#-I@# MO MAM!

nahnah

I just wanna share you this video of mine taken at our house wayback 2007 using my camcorder together with my youngest brother. This is what im doing, my family bussiness to contine our studies and to send all of us in college. This is very enjoyable, at my age that time. i was 21 im still doing it. For sure my friend will not agree and wont beieve that it was me and that im doing it, But for sure it was me. No doubt...During my college days they used to see me with my motorcycle and i dont tell them that we are running such kind of bussiness. Im not ashamed of it,or i dont want it to tell but nobody asked me for it, and besides who cares?it doesnt matter to them as long as you are good to them. I dont keep it as a secret but why do i have to tell them thay dont really care after all. I just share this video for us to realize that it is our parents who molds us and prepare us to be a good citizen of the country. No matter what kind of bussiness thery are running they did it for us. So please guys,, appreciate our parents,,they are doing everything for us to have a good life. As we can see, as a child, it is our mindset that they are responsible for us.....but what is a little appreciation?a kiss or a thank you.. For parents that is enough for them to ease the pain inside.. Have fun reading guys...

my classmates at mbc

Attached video from youtube..me together with my classmates before during my college days...im hoping that after many years,,we can see each other again with new stories to tell.That would be an exciting event to happen for all of us. Im praying for our dreams be come true..and that what we wish for will be in our hands,,,Classmates, pray hard for the lord will be always at our side..Im hoping that each of us will do his best to keep in touch for it was so hard to be within each other side again because we now have different path to take. We are now practicing our personal life and we are in our marraige to?oour soon family way of living..Iniisip ko n ngayun na later on we are going to see each other again for sure accidentalyy for that was the common way classmates see each other again with our children on our side...and then flashback of college days are so long story to tell...Hai..if only we are going to see each other again everyday,,for sure that will be sooo fun....you know,,,from kodigo..to testpaper and programming languages...oh xia panu mga classmates dugtungan nyo n lng

Super Talented Pinoy Singer!

ophiuchus..the new zodiac sign

Stars

 

Johannes Kepler's drawing depicting the location of the stella nova in the foot of Ophiuchus.

The brightest stars in Ophiuchus include α Ophiuchi, called Rasalhague (at the figure's head), and η Ophiuchi.
RS Ophiuchi is part of a class called recurrent novae, whose brightness increase at irregular intervals by hundreds of times in a period of just a few days. It is thought to be at the brink of becoming a type-1a supernova.
Barnard's Star, one of the nearest stars to the Solar System (the only stars closer are the Alpha Centauri binary star system and Proxima Centauri), lies in Ophiuchus. (It is located to the left of β and just north of the V-shaped group of stars in an area that was once occupied by the now-obsolete constellation of Taurus Poniatovii, Poniatowski's Bull.)
In 2005, astronomers using data from the Green Bank Telescope discovered a superbubble so large that it extends beyond the plane of the galaxy. It is called the Ophiuchus Superbubble.
In April 2007, astronomers announced that the Swedish-built Odin satellite had made the first detection of clouds of molecular oxygen in space, following observations in the constellation Ophiuchus.
The supernova of 1604 was first observed on October 9, 1604, near θ Ophiuchi. Johannes Kepler saw it first on October 16 and studied it so extensively that the supernova was subsequently called Kepler's Supernova. He published his findings in a book titled De stella nova in pede Serpentarii (On the New Star in Ophiuchus' Foot). Galileo used its brief appearance to counter the Aristotelian dogma that the heavens are changeless.
In approximately 40,000 years Voyager 1 probe will pass within 1.6 light years of the star AC+79 3888, which is located in Ophiuchus.
In 2009 it was announced that GJ 1214, a star in Ophiuchus, undergoes repeated, cyclical dimming with a period of about 1.5 days consistent with the transit of a small orbiting planet. Further, the authors conclude that the planet must have a low density consistent with vast quantities of water. The proximity of this star to Earth (42 light years) makes it a tempting target for further astronomic observations.
In April 2010, the naked-eye star ζ Ophiuchi was occulted by 824 Anastasia.

Deep-sky objects

Ophiuchus contains several star clusters, such as IC 4665, NGC 6633, M9, M10, M12, M14, M19, M62, and M107, as well as the nebula IC 4603-4604. The unusual galaxy merger remnant NGC 6240 is also in Ophiuchus. In 2006, a new nearby star cluster was discovered associated with the 4th magnitude star Mu Ophiuchi. The Mamajek 2 cluster appears to be a poor cluster remnant analogous to the Ursa Major Moving Group, but 7 times more distant (approximately 170 parsecs away). Mamajek 2 appears to have formed in the same star-forming complex as the NGC 2516 cluster roughly 135 million years ago.

History

Ophiuchus in a manuscript copy of Azophi's Uranometry, 18th-century copy of a manuscript prepared for Ulugh Beg in 1417 (note that as in all pre-modern star charts, the constellation is mirrored, with Serpens Caput on the left and Serpens Cauda on the right).

Ophiuchus holding the serpent, Serpens, as depicted in Urania's Mirror, a set of constellation cards published in London c.1825. Above the tail of the serpent is the now-obsolete constellation Taurus Poniatovii while below it is Scutum.

The earliest mention of the constellation is in Aratus, informed by the lost catalogue of Eudoxus of Cnidus (4th century BC):^[8]

To the Phantom's back the Crown is near, but by his head mark near at hand the head of Ophiuchus, and then from it you can trace the starlit Ophiuchus himself: so brightly set beneath his head appear his gleaming shoulders. They would be clear to mark even at the midmonth moon, but his hands are not at all so bright; for faint runs the gleam of stars along on this side and on that. Yet they too can be seen, for they are not feeble. Both firmly clutch the Serpent, which encircles the waist of Ophiuchus, but he, steadfast with both his feet well set, tramples a huge monster, even the Scorpion, standing upright on his eye and breast. Now the Serpent is wreathed about his two hands – a little above his right hand, but in many folds high above his left.

According to Roman era mythography,^[10] the figure represents the healer Asclepius, who learned the secrets of keeping death at bay after observing one serpent bringing another healing herbs. To prevent the entire human race from becoming immortal under Asclepius' care, Zeus killed him with a bolt of lightning, but later placed his image in the heavens to honor his good works.
There is no evidence of the constellation preceding the classical era. In Babylonian astronomy, a "Sitting Gods" constellation seems to have been located in the general area of Ophiuchus. Gavin White proposes that Ophiuchus may in fact be remotely descended from the Babylonian constellation, representing Nirah, a Babylonian serpent-god who was sometimes depicted with his upper half human but serpents for legs, perhaps identical with the constellation of Babylonian astronomy.
In medieval Islamic astronomy (Azophi's Uranometry, 10th century), the constellation was known as Al-Ḥawwaʾ "the snake-charmer".
Aratus describes Ophiuchus as trampling on Scorpio with his feet. This is depicted in Renaissance to Early Modern star charts, beginning with Albrecht Dürer in 1515; in some depictions (such as that of Johannes Kepler, 1604), Scorpio also seems to threaten to sting Serpentarius in the foot. This is consistent with Azophi, who already included ψ Oph and ω Oph as the snake-charmer's "left foot", and θ Oph and ο Oph as his "right foot", making Ophiuchus a zodiacal constellation at least as regards his feet. This arrangement has been taken as symbolic in later literature, and placed in relation to the words spoken by God to the serpent in the Garden of Eden (Genesis 3:15).

hmmmmm

where do i begin?

san ko kaya sisimulan ang aking kwento?siguro sisimulan ko eto nung pagkabata ko.haiii…….masaya kami..masaya kaming nilalait ng aming mga kapitbahay kasi kami ay bastardo…pero masaya naman talaga kami kasi mas nagiging chalengging ang mundo namin…ai nga pala..wala din pala si papa sa tabi namin palagi dahil nasa abrod sya.Swerte namin noh?kasi nasa abrod tatay namin…pero..wala din naman kaming pera. Ganun pa rin buhay namin..mahirap..walang pinagkaiba..mabuti sana malayo si papa basta marami kaming pera pero wala na nga kaming pera, wala pa siya…hhhhhhaaaiiii.buhay,,ayos lang.Buti nandito yong aso namin.Pangalan nya si patras. Si patras ay isang animation dog character na minaltrato ng amo na sinusunod lahat ng inuutos ng amo para siya mahalin at namatay na masayang pinaglilingkuran ang kaniyang amo kahit puro pasakit binibigay sa kaniya. Si patras na iniyakan ko..may limang patras na yata ang pinangalan ko mula sa aking pagkabata sa mga aso namin kasi pinapanatili kong buhay siya sa memorya ng aking pamilya kasi sa kaniya ako natutong umiyak at unang umiyak.
High School ko unang naranasan ang magkakad ng limang kilometro tuwing uwian.Masay kasi nagkwekwentuhan kami habang binabagtas namin ang daan pauwi sa bahay sa bundok pero kalaunan nagsawa na rin ako.araw-araw na lang n maputik pa ang daan kung tag ulan at basang-basa ng tubig at putik ang sapatos ko na dapat gamitin ko sa loob ng dalawang taon.Maswerte na kiung mapalitan yon ng isang beses isang taon kapag nasira pero kung pepwede pa daanin sa tahi, maglilingkod sa aking mga paa ang sapatos kong mahal hangang sa kahulihulihang pudpod ng swelas nya.
Nagtapos ako ng highschool at nakamit ko ang ikaatlong karangalan at ang Prsident gloria macapagal arroyo awards for journalism.Masaya kaming lahat at tanging batch lang daw namin ang walang iyakang nangyari siguro dahil alam ng karamihan na di kami lahat magpapatuloy ng pagaaral sa kolehiyo at isiping magkakalayo-layo ang magkakabarkada at magkakaklase ay sapat na para maging masaya at wag isipin ang kalungkutan.
College ako ng unang matutong umibig.hahahahahaha.Ang corny ko kasi binilhan ko siya ng cake at pansit kahit wala ako allowance at my project pa sa chemistry.Teka…sino nga ba kamukha niya…hhhhmmmm.wag na lang kasi naalala ko lang siya at nakokornihan ako sa pinaggagawa ko noon.Walang kwenta.Ganun pala pag umibig ka.Kahit walang kapalit eh binibigayy mo.Ako,,,,alam ko na meron siyang iba pero sige pa rin…kahit sandali lang…masaya na ako…kapag hinahawakan niya ang kamay ko,,masayang masaya ako..hahahaha.pero ayaw ko na maulit yon.masakit magmahal ng todo at walang kapalit.
Huli na ng marealized ko na init lang pala ng katawan ang lahat..Satisfaction.Pareho kami nageexplore at naghahanap ng satisfaction.Mahirap na ang pundasyon ng pag ibig ay sex.Minahal ka ng isang tao kasi nasarapan siyang makipagsex sayo.Nasatisfy mo ang pangangailangn niya at ganun ka rin sa kaniya.
Ang lahat ay isang pagkakamali..ngunit hinahanap na ng ating katawan.Hangang sa di na natin mapigilan ang ating mga sarili at ipinapain na natin mismo ang ating sarili.Ako..na isang matalino at inaakalang matapng sa ganitong bagay at hindi kinakitaan ng pagkahumaling sa ganitong bagay ay isa palang adik sa paggawa ng ganitong kasalanan.
Matino, matalino.isang estuddyante,,ulirang anak ay isang mahina,,,,katawang lupa.

true friends

                           Ibig kong marinig
                         tinig mong pang-aliw
                        sa musmos kong dibdib
                          lungkot papawiin

                       kaibigan kitang tunay
                          laging dumaramay
                         anumang magdaan
                          hindi nag aaway
                          lagi kang kahati
                         sa alinmang bagay
                          pati sa baon kong
                          dala araw araw
                       tinig mo'y tinig ko
                           iisa ang himig
                       sa habang panahon
                          laging magkaniig

the best of me

Tell me what you thought about when you were gone
And so alone
The worst is over
You can have the best of me
We got older
But we’re still young
We never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up Here we lay again
On two separate beds
Riding phone lines
to meet a familiar voice
And pictures drawn from memory
We reflect on miscommunications
And misunderstandings
And missing each other too
Much to have had to let go
Turn our music down
And we whisper
"Say what you’re thinking right now"
Tell me what you thought about when you were gone
And so alone
The worst is over
You can have the best of me
We got older
But we’re still young
We never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
Jumping to conclusions
Made me fall away from you
I’m so glad that the truth has brought back together me and you
We’re sitting on the ground and we whisper
"Say what you’re thinking out loud"
Tell me what you thought about when you were gone
And so alone
The worst is over
You can have the best of me
We got older
But we’re still young
We never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
Turn our music down
And we whisper
We’re sitting on the ground
And we whisper
We turn our music down
We’re sitting on the ground
The next time I’m in town
We will kiss girl
We will kiss girl
Tell me what you thought about when you were gone
And so alone
The worst is over
can have the best of me
We got older
But we’re still young
We never grew out of this feeling that we won’t
Feeling that we can’t
That were not ready to give up
We got older, but we’re still young
We never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

new zodiac sign

an astronomer said that Earth’s alignment has shifted enough and there could reasonably be a change in the Zodiac dates, as well as add a new sign.

Astronomer Parke Kunkle told a local Minnesota NBC station that people could be using a new 13th sign is Ophiuchus, creating a significant buzz on various blogs and media sites.

"This is not something that happened today," Kunkle told NBC-2. "This has gone on for thousands of years."

He added that the Earth is in a different spot from 3,000 years ago, when many of the astrological signs were first drafted by ancient astronomers in Babylon. Now, a wobble on Earth’s axis has created a one month shift in the stars' alignment, he told the station.

"Because of this change of tilt, the Earth is really over here in effect and Sun is in a different constellation than it was 3,000 years ago,” he noted.
However, it seems that his words here taken out of context in some instances. Website i09 interviewed Kunkle who said that he "just mentioned that it's there, and astronomers actually count it... So if you actually watch the stars in the background of the sun, it actually does go through the constellation of Ophiuchus."
Kunkle told the website that Babylonians probably had different constellations regardless.

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But if you wanted to take the changes into account, your new signs are:

Capricorn: Jan. 20 - Feb. 16, Aquarius: Feb. 16 - March 11, Pisces: March 11- April 18, Aries: April 18- May 13, Taurus: May 13- June 21, Gemini: June 21- July 20, Cancer: July 20- Aug. 10, Leo: Aug. 10- Sept. 16, Virgo: Sept. 16- Oct. 30, Libra: Oct. 30- Nov. 23, Scorpio: Nov. 23- Nov. 29, Ophiuchus: Nov. 29- Dec. 17, and Sagittarius: Dec. 17- Jan. 20.

Kunkle teaches astronomy at the Minneapolis Community and Technical College and is a board member on the Minnesota Planetarium Society. He told the Minneapolis Star-Tribune that the stars don’t really have an effect on people’s characters.

"Sure, we can connect harvest to the stars," Kunkle told the paper. "But personality? No."